nina who

This is a blog dedicated to the one i lost through a divorce in 1999. Not only did i lose a most cherished wife, but an entire family. There are no memorials to this type of loss. no place to visit but the now unfamiliar street that i used to live on. An entire side of my family now feels uncomfortable to see me. There is so much to say on what i have processed in the past 5 years of my divorce. I do not have resentment or anger towards my ex, but what i do have is much insight to the reasons of that divorce. My wife wanted a life of unlimited possibilites and unstoppable joy! i suspect that she has not found this nirvana through the divorce - it would be of great benefit to her own understanding to review the ten years that we had together to figure out the reasons for why we married in the first place and the accomplishments that we had. More importantly to figure out what went wrong and where that took us. This blog is for me to organize my many thoughts that i have had since the divorce in 1999.